My Blog

woke up at 9 rushed for breakfast… Didn’t eat much but then ent off with alene and amanda to tread our wounds.. neck, splinter, blisters and sore throats… Praise and worship started and we were just having lots of fun…

The leaders Planned DARE factor where the youths and leadership handled mealworms and Frogs alike! haha

coach elizabeth was screaming her head off…

we got ready for Water you waiting for… where bravo made base at the jakusy

We asigned and volenteered to either defend or attack… the war never came to us but our assault team got hit left right center at the delta base!

So at evening… our group had to surrender our water bombs… ALL leh… wah lao.. and bravo never used alot leh…

ok… the mighty men put on their newspaper health and were surrounded by the youths which had to protect them… and we did but the battle was rough and freaking sandy la!

we won by a a pinch of dryness…

so we headed back and got dressed up after bathing and headed for BBQ dinner which i also didn’t really eat at… and had our finale Praise and worship til like 1.30am which i’ll never forget! When i was singing and closing my eyes to just enjoy jesus’s presence… then johnny boy just tapped my shoulder and i turned to see why… Then he said coach ronnie was calling me… so i looked infront and he asked me to lead one song… oh manz… i was so darn nervous and was unsure to lead but i did la… And it was a real dream come true! anjo then lead TAKE IT ALL and she was terrific la… i couldn’t really take it liao so i went behind looking for water and the coaches told me the DARLING leaders got ready water and milo just for us! I really believe that we are truely blessed to have such great leaders that care and tend to the sheep!

so we then went off and george took the key saying he wanted to go back first but we were locked out cause he never came back yet… so we went mika’s bunk 203 and like just passed time la… and then headed back to find george came back with the key after watching the guys play soccer…

I got bathed and dressed up and went back to the bunk… had tonns of cereal to eat la! and people were constantly doing weird stuffs

we shared and had fellowship till like 5.30 where the peeps of SuperD were doing the himbo cheer, Banana banana and the macho titanic… ernie was snoring and doing really sick stuff hahahahahahahah!

so i couldn’t take the 1tonne eye lids and went back to sleep…

woke up the next morning late! and ruched off…thank god that we packed early the day before… and rushed breakfast again… hahah and then had a gathering to and tooks a few photos…

i shared my testimony with lao da and he said really praise god and that our neck is actually the weakest part of our body…

so i picked up my bags upstairs after that and headed to the jetty for our return journey… dora and deconess karen headed home earlier that night before..

so we made it and we got on the bus to learn some lame games coach jaydon taught us…and finally reach Suntec again…

We fellowshiped somemore and took videos and more photos. Aleger and eugene and bradley and Nick chew are damn swai and handsome not to mention cute la!…then  headed for lunch and just headed home…

never intended to go for bible study but dad dropped me off to suntec again…

hahaha

was not tired… Daniel and me just shared as we walked to evergreen bookstore and then to fetch claire and alene.. bought blueberry tea and DARK CHOCOLATE! to keep us awake in service… and i learned a new song

not all but this wad i alene can remember…

"There is nothing you cannot do, there is nothing you can’t do…

for you are my hope , living in me,

you are the hero thats in me!"

~*end*~

So… Woke up from a tiring noight of praise and worship, and headed for breakfast at the lagoon diner…

moved back to the ballroom for more praise and worship which like pushed back all the timeline… The leadership then prayed for the youths and used annointing oil ceremony… at the end of praise and worship, lau da [aka] Pastor Daniel prayed a safty prayer -"God will command angels to keep you that even as you jump upon the rocks they will lift you up and keep you safe!" which is where my testimony to god is…

The station games that jer checked up with elwin on the google was in spanish[name] and Busara headed for our first competetive game… Tyre polo… our group won perry’s 5:1 haha

so we proceeded to the matrix where another group had not finished! then lynn brought us to the sause pool station where my testimony is! We were first to arrive before alpha group and lynn gave us 300 points…We cheered for lau da and he gave us 500 points! wootz! Okay…

So amanda’s group came to challenge mine and we were both first! we were pushed over a soapy sheet and ran to the goal post to pose 5 different poses and like moved on to the bamboo stick turn… [my testimony begins], amanda led 5 and mine only 2 or 3 so i moved faster and accidentally the broomstick hit me at the neck ans it just broke in half, FYI! it wqas not hollow! so nvm… it hurt for a while and i was stunned from a lil pain but mostly because a whole stick broke in half at my neck!

ok… i ran over to like dip my face in a whole tray of condenced milk! to get 1 freaking mentose! and then rolled over ching chow, tofu, soya sause, eggs and some other disgusting crap! but it was fun mind you!my group won but amanda’s group claimed to have found the bonus point giving mentose that was in the swirl of crap! hahaha

nvm.. we moved on and like finished the rest of the games…

we passed the tap and our group went to wash off any excess crap because we started to attract flies! muhahaha… Okay we then played taboo, pass the baloons and finally circle group watter balloon picking…

after that we headed back to our bunks, bathed changed and set off again for dinner and praise and worship… where like jerliang did a video clip as a back ground for "worthy is the lamb"

Okay… woke up early in the morning after packing and mom sent me to suntec. Got off at tower 4, had breakdfast of eggs and bread at delifrance with the Super’D peeps! and like mixed around with my group BUSARA! [which means wisdom]

We got settled down in our groups and bus groups as well, then got our NEW AdventureCamp2 t-shirts! Its damn sudd manz!

Went down to the 1st floor to w8 for the bus! and like totally need to hang and get to know my group better saying that i was away the previous DARE session for Darius’s competetion!

The bus arrived and we like hopped on with tonns of heavy bags and Daryl bought 2 bottles of ice mountain and 1 bottle of blueberry tea!

When my bus arrived at the Habour at punggol and we waited for the ferry to Ubin…

When we first arrived at Ubin we had a straight move to the multi-purpose hall we called the ballroom! Put down our bags and like went down for a praise and worship session! it was super weird like because um… oh yah… the hall was still bright even when we turned off the lights during the worship songs… so after that we got our keys and headed back for our bags and rooms!

mine was 1106 and my bunk mates were Angus, Daryl, George, Roger and me[duh]… We then decided that Daryl and I would sleep in the downstairs room with 2 single beds put together… while the other smaller people would sleep upstairs haha!

we then got ready for treking that was gonna happen after lunch… [forest grump]. After lunch we went to the ballroom to recieved our can foods and cooking material which was fuel, stove lighter and masstin! So off we went to find "keys" which just green papper cut in shapes of keys! and Ryan found it very soon after like screaming for super long and the group thiught he went nuts!haha =D

xD

So then after getting on to the van that brought Busara to some market place with food, bikes and like alot of drinks… We had to find Nick the youth leader [not me la please!sheesh...i'm not so lame!] and he was dressed in red and had a straw hat which he borrowed from some stall lady that he next to…

I somehow thought it was him cause i called him and he turned his head slightly but suddenly looked back to his hand… which was some kind of picture! So i though again and brought busara to the opposite direction which was a total waste of time! So Busara went back as i ran back to Nick.. We got the map and started the trek… We had to go through a forested area and it was filled with mud and like we passed by some dams made from like old trash…and i even poked a dead puffer fish… eww… So we moved on taking photos with the DARE clues on trees and finally made it to the beach or known as the secret place where we would be doing our outdoor cooking… after ryan kept screaming bee hive! bee hive at almost every tree we saw… and he also went to spray insect repellant

We were the first to arrive and just got settled down taking out the food stuffs and cooking essentials.. not to for get starting the fire… Other groups came soon after and we all cooked and ate til night fall… We soon cleaned up with only torch lights while little ryan brought his carhad light power torchlight! wah lao… talk abt alil too kiaSu…

So we packed up and headed back in the dark of night into the forest and the Leadership lighted two torches like those you see in survivor… So i walked and soon started to mingle with Victoria… super lame but then we began to listen to music and shared our experiences la….

We FINALLY made it back to the resort and like waited outside the toilet next to the ball room… then had Praise and worship again! wootz! so the super D peeps and i gathered on the left side of the front…

Okay…

today was a horrible day for me, i felt angry everywhere i turned

made really nasty suggestions of almost everyone i saw and the sanctuary

of DARE youth ministry was not helping…

but the DARE service was awesome and not to mention the praise and worship

Pastor Dan called us up and said all those who just feel that the lord has passed you by come to the front now… He wants you to get a Double annointing of his love!"

With no hasitation whatsoever i walked to the front not knowing wahat to expect

i mean, i felt so guilty upfront…

cuz just the night before i was having trouble with myself and my Faith la…

i got prayed for and it was something like this…

" Nick, nick… i have always been there for you and your hands and mind are blessed by me to do my works to show the world… but you are more than just that to me… i love you with all my life and i’d do it all again for you! Just for YOU!
STORM BE AT PEACE, FOR I HAVE COMMANDED IT SO… HE IS MY BELOVED AND MOST PRECIOUS CREATION!

he has the glory cloud surrounding him and no one can take it away!"

so then … i fell [slain]

and i guess i’ve just been waiting very long for this lor…

i cried somemore and my eyes were like puffy and swollen…

i moved of from the room t the toilet to just wash my face and just get a grip

its seriously been long and i now know the camp this coming tuesday is gonna me just 100 times of what happened today!

ADVENTURE CAMP 2 ‘06 HERE I COME!

DUSCHA!

xD

Wellz…

nothing much to day except 2 tuitions and tonns of maple story…

haha

my mage lvled up 15 times today…

and picked up like 30 ores

muahahah

dun jealous k

andyway…

the Darius outcome was 3rd place in nationals

vry gd but we all felt he prayed to hard for 3rd place until he really got it.

xD

then there was this couple i think…yeah

they submitted and both were 1st and 2nd prize… no joke leh!

THATS 8 THOUSAND DOLLARS! FOR 2 SONGS!!!! WADEVA LA

but muz admit la the girl damn chio and also a angel singer… wah lao

never get her autograph…

Darius won 1 k la so we are all going to sentosa nxt sunday for a hang out

fun out part from 11am to who knows when?!

I’m gonna take super lots of photos! muhahahaa

wellz thats all

and hey the choir is so much better than any school choir i’ve been in!?!

(oO)? haha dun worry i still love my choir

well i also decided in my heart and soul and mind and voice and body to go

NAFA [ nanyang acdemy of fine arts and follow my singing career there...] or artz?!

Thz every one who was involved for the fantasticly long and tiring day of fun and singing! Will meet you all soonz!? cya

~*Nick[aka]AngelicForce*~ going off line…

5.

4.

3.

2.

1.

0.

Shut down… it is now safe to read something else

HAHAHA joking! xD

Today..

well its like any other day but tomorrow is Darius’s compettion

Janey backed out but i’m standing my ground

Hmm… i admit i really wanna go for DARE but

a promise is a promise

*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

I never stopped thinking abt you… to the speacial someone i cannot say who

Its like i really want you badly but its just too scary

If i had you will i feel empty, and hate you

or will we shine bright like the stars in this universe?

Help me find a way…

just thinking of you is fine but why can’t i be with you anymore…

its so unfair… i miss you…

Shedding tears into the river, never to return to me…

a hope rushed away but to an end i’ll never know

Sweet wispers in my dreams, but a stone heart in the real world

can’t you bring down your walls?

God of mercy I cry out now..

I’m over whelmed…

my heart it’s longing for something

i dunnoe wad

lord come get me like you always have

you told me to wait in the still and quite but its been too long

help me!

I’m falling to the darkness of love…!

ANSWER ME lord… I am your beloved am i not

you blood was shed  for me and you said you’d do it again all again just for me

Eternity means nothing without you lord…

Fill this space with light of heaven…please

I need it soon…

Hey guys, if you know by now…

I’ve decided to join Singapore Idol!

and I’m going NAFA or temasek poly for arts and music

really been thinking abt it and some part of me said…

" Wad if we fail, we’ll have no where to go, and be constantly laughed at!"

but don’t all stars good or bad go through that?!

Wellz…

Met some really Sud ppl from all ova the place

gathered at Bugis and walked to NAFA![rox!]

Any way… back to where i was…

"another choir practice?" or just some weird gathering

No WAY!\

it was totally awesome,

the choral singers were all super duper talented

espeacially Darius [cool name by the way!]

Dude who writes his own songs and a vry stylo blog

hehe

yeah…

never knew there were people that believed and liked what i liked

i sounds techy but believe me it totally not!

I really hope Darius wins…

Don’t " dream your dreams tomorrow, cuz today, life juz goes on.."

grab it now, tomorrow has a tomorrow, so theres no end!

Get a Life! Or a Grip! [think I'm mad don't you?]

Wellz! I’m not Siao!

its like friends, dun talk, dun have! noe wad i mean…

so yeah

Finally,

Dreams may come and go,

People may change,

but hold them both together

and they’ll last FOREVA!

~*Nick Elven Angel*~

         out

Ever felt the beliefs you knew and have put in much of your dedication

suddenly just dun make sense no more, empty promises, uncertainty

many a day

i spent walking in shadow,

telling myself, i am the moon to god the sun [son]’s light

bringing the light to where ever i tread

but there was an emptiness, deep and cold,

one i really couldn’t understand

i asked daddy to fill it up

and he was slowly creeping in, pouring memories of great times i had,

the shadow had been lifted

and it soon just fled as soon as i could even notice

So those who feel this way,

by love, sorrow or just suddenly feeling this way

bring yourself back to the bestest and greatest times you’ve had

pictures, songs or even just remembering …

thats when the shadow will flee from you

Hope this helps some how…

a world i believe i won’t give up on ever!

~*Elven Angel*~

"Your highness, Lord Nickolei, the mages have opened the portal in the Chamber of Faiths. Will you and elders enter it now, its almost sundown and the Final summoning must be carried out soon."-Ikhtiar

"Do not worry, help me gather the Elders now, all of you must be there at the AngelzCore."-Nickolei

[through psychokenesis] Elven Angelz gather in the chamber of faiths immediately! We need need a slight briefing…

The angels moved on from the badly hit battle grounds with a slight break, for the momment. The undead were gathering back in the center of The Dark Lords castle… At shadowvail. Something or someone was calling them back

The Angels of the DARE core flew swiftly, the Elders were already there.

-There at the Chamber of Faiths-

"My elite Brotheren, I bid will be leaving soon, after you summon me as a Finale aeon, I will perish."-Nickolei

"No! what shall be of us when you are gone?! Take me in your stead, your people will need you!" -Christon Earthshaker

"You are my angels of the DARE core, nothing was to happen to you. You are fathers most beloved leaders, you will have to help my people while I’m away."-Nickolei

"so you will return!"-Alene starflare

"yes.. but i might not know you upon my return… Its been too long lets go, the summon must commence."-Nickolei

"Aloysious Darkbane, a new Leader of the elves… he has prooved worthy as well as a new elf, with a strange human name, Renan… It means darkbane as well..haha"-Nickolei

The portal was widening and the council entered with full strength. As they entered the spectral plane where only Angelz could enter, stood a marvellous temple made of opal, other jewels and white gold. They entered the temple grounds and there was a srange presence… our father he was here…

nickolei picked up two new weapons which only the chosen one may use, they were keys to the Final Aeons true being… they were what the kings of men called Excaliber.

they moved through the hall ways and candels that had not been touched for millions of years came back alight… the halls were filled with hiroglyhics telling tales of those who once chosen… They showed great honour and valar, truth, courage and most of all good will…

"I do not feel this worthy.."-Nickolei

"Thats wad the evil in all of us tells us, LIES!"-Joshua Eagleye

"Take the road that was lighted to you, our father has never led us astray."-Bernard Burning feather

Finally they arrived at the Templar, center of the Serahim Temple. there there were 30 deepened sides of the walls, just the number of the council, each were to stand in it to all bear the power to summon Nickolei…

each stepped in, and a blue purple aura came forth, through what seemed to be a connection of net works…

All the elements from the Elders were "sucked" out from them spining into many different coloured spheres swirling in the chamber… each striking Nickolei drawing out the life force from him… As the 5 came out, shaped as a seragil, phoenixion, Dragothrian, Elven warrior and a seraphim…

"Ahrg!"

lightning burst out, striking the chamber til the ceiling fell in and some parts of the wall caved in.

"It has begun…"

the Elders were then teleported back to lorien… To know that time had not passed, although they had spent close to half a normal day in the space seeming void of the angelz core… The portal collapsed and nothing was know of its well being now…

"What now… do we still have our powers?" - Phoelion

"I don’t know…I really don’t know"-Nickolei